My job is eating my soul...@_@ and you think I'm overstating myself I've worked a consecutive 20 days 20 20 20 20 days.....I have no life none I have money but all this town has is a NEEDS I can now buy all the magzines and gummy bears I want ^-^...I'm sunburnt and lonely lol but I'll survive 3 weeks to go and I'm done its over freedom awaits me ^-^Wish me luck

Okay first I must address the crappy title of this journal, I must of bump my head because I don't have the energy to change it...Anyway on with the journal all is good on the health issues *dances and breaks a hip* I don't get out much but I'm trying very sternly to get ahold of past friends in a darning attempt to pay people back and make things right. It'll be a hard long road seening as my track record of "not doing the right thing" is a few states long and riddled with a increamountible line of IOU's... *tear* but here I go. I have hardships within a few days, mostly to the effect of finding one person see's me as the devil planning on stealing someone away/ no worries I have no plans of doing anything of the kind nor an amibition...Secondly the biggest hardship is the fact a family that was once the most important thing to me hates my very existence and I am unsure as to why, but that still will not change the fact I love them so if those people get that this piece is directed at you. Anyway too all those I have wronged if you havn't heard from you will soon, and I am sorry I'm trying to the right thing.

Fayth

Boo from the journalist that never post anything ^-^ howdy...so today is valentine's day and I am lost in the thought of roses and chocolate loves the choco love. But that's the only highlight I won't be seeing my amour anytime soon seeing as we live very far apart and with my surgery's I have no way of contacting him or any friends very sad but its almost over. For those who may randomly come across this I have been suffering from a rather bad injure broken ribs, a punctured lung and now blood poisoning. The doctors of my place of residents have put a hold on most procedures that help to fix my illnesses without just cause. In my place I have no choice I'm helpless unable to go many places or get out of bed often. I'm mostly doing this post to inform my friends that I'm not ignoring them its just hard for me to contact anyone till I feel myself again. I've also lost weight in this condition and don't feel the same about myself I hope that explains to them why I've disappeared. In lighter news I may be heading home soon back to truro once this final surgery is over, and with that I have applied to an animation program ^-^ finally I have high hopes I'll be sucussful so wish me luck and I hope to get ahold of the friends I've missed so much.

Hey guys

So today is my surgery....not to stoked for it but, if these test I have to take first go through, Okay I won't have to have it and then can come home and drink and pack so I can move far away ^-^ well actually on like ten minutes away. I'm gonna be living with Damon and we're getting a cute dog from the SPCA she's a year old and so friendly, so wish me luck no surgery means a good surgery!!!

Soo this christmas was the best freakin ever Damon makes me sooooooooo happy, and I have nothing bad to say about it I care about him so much!

anyway happpy freakin christmas